{"id":3332,"date":"2023-08-05T01:14:12","date_gmt":"2023-08-05T06:14:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/?p=3332"},"modified":"2024-01-19T04:17:46","modified_gmt":"2024-01-19T10:17:46","slug":"im-back-at-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/im-back-at-it\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Back At It"},"content":{"rendered":"<!--themify_builder_content-->\n<div id=\"themify_builder_content-3332\" data-postid=\"3332\" class=\"themify_builder_content themify_builder_content-3332 themify_builder tf_clear\">\n                    <div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_row themify_builder_row tb_i5gj143 tb_first tf_w\">\n                        <div class=\"row_inner col_align_top tb_col_count_1 tf_box tf_rel\">\n                        <div  data-lazy=\"1\" class=\"module_column tb-column col-full tb_tato143 first\">\n                    <!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_4rea21   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n        <p>It took a while, but I&#8217;m finally back to working on a number of things. Aayla&#8217;s death really hit me hard, harder than any other (if felt like she had\u00a0<span style=\"font-style: italic;\">always <\/span>been\u00a0with me and now she&#8217;s gone). I still tear up every now and then when I think of her, but I am getting along better now than in the previous few months. Abbey is still in training as an emotional support puppy. Aayla was a pro at it and always knew how to keep me from going over the edge. Abbey starting to learn my moods and how to affect them, but it will take time. She is only 7 months old after all. Just looking at her cute little masked face cheers me up to no end. Right now, she&#8217;s taking a puppy-nap on my lap while I type this. A week ago today (July 29) would have been Aayla&#8217;s 14th birthday. It&#8217;s been hitting me hard but I&#8217;m doing my best to get through it.\u00a0<\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text --><!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_m13n751   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n        <p>As of mid-July, I am back to work on <a href=\"https:\/\/simularity.cc\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Simularity<\/a> and all the stuff that goes with it (mods, custom content, etc.). Luckily, my fans did not abandon me during my absence. I&#8217;m still getting new followers on social platforms along with new patrons and donators on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/simularity\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Patreon<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/ko-fi.com\/simularity\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Ko-Fi<\/a>. This is very good because I have to pay some server bills in August. I should have enough from donations to cover it. I just updated the site today with new stuff and updated mods. I&#8217;m rather proud of the custom preference mod I made for coffee drinkers! I still have more mod ideas to work on but right now I&#8217;m going to work on some custom content like recolors of various objects\/clothing or maybe some stuff for the game&#8217;s new horses.\u00a0<\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text --><!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_g68098   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n        <p>Although I&#8217;ve been thinking a lot about it, I haven&#8217;t actually gotten back to work on any of my art projects. I need to at least update the <a href=\"https:\/\/dream9.art\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Dream 9 Art<\/a> website, but I haven&#8217;t gotten around to it yet. Maybe I will do that tonight because I&#8217;m not the least bit sleepy (which isn&#8217;t surprising given that I slept for 36 hours straight yesterday). Abbey took a puppy nap and now she&#8217;s back to playing so going to bed now would not be a good idea (she&#8217;s got the zoomies!).\u00a0<\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text --><!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_3hc0473   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n        <p>As for the rest of the family&#8230; Mom is doing about the same. Dad&#8217;s memory is somehow getting even worse by the day. He can&#8217;t remember what was just told to him 30 seconds ago now. He&#8217;s also getting grouchier and has occasional angry outbursts. I knew they said this would be part of it, but it&#8217;s so out of character for him that it&#8217;s still surprising to me. Our garbage disposal broke and hasn&#8217;t been replaced yet. Until it is replaced, we can&#8217;t run the dishwasher. I have several doctor appointments out of town this next week so hopefully on one of those days, after Mom decides which one she wants, I can go pick it up. I had better make sure my car will start before next week. I haven&#8217;t been out in a while which means the car has been sitting for a while. That usually means dead car or flat tire(s). Either way, I need to make sure it&#8217;s drivable. Basement is still a mess with no solution in sight.<\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text --><!-- module text -->\n<div  class=\"module module-text tb_0uol540   \" data-lazy=\"1\">\n        <div  class=\"tb_text_wrap\">\n        <p>Okay, now I&#8217;ve somewhat depressed myself. I think I&#8217;ll go play some Mass Effect 3 for a while to cheer myself up.\u00a0<\/p>    <\/div>\n<\/div>\n<!-- \/module text -->        <\/div>\n                        <\/div>\n        <\/div>\n        <\/div>\n<!--\/themify_builder_content-->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m finally getting back to work on some things. Also an update on what all is going on and such.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[90,4,106],"class_list":["post-3332","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal","tag-health","tag-life","tag-work","has-post-title","has-post-date","has-post-category","has-post-tag","has-post-comment","has-post-author",""],"a3_pvc":{"activated":false,"total_views":0,"today_views":0},"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"builder_content":"<p>It took a while, but I'm finally back to working on a number of things. Aayla's death really hit me hard, harder than any other (if felt like she had\u00a0always been\u00a0with me and now she's gone). I still tear up every now and then when I think of her, but I am getting along better now than in the previous few months. Abbey is still in training as an emotional support puppy. Aayla was a pro at it and always knew how to keep me from going over the edge. Abbey starting to learn my moods and how to affect them, but it will take time. She is only 7 months old after all. Just looking at her cute little masked face cheers me up to no end. Right now, she's taking a puppy-nap on my lap while I type this. A week ago today (July 29) would have been Aayla's 14th birthday. It's been hitting me hard but I'm doing my best to get through it.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>As of mid-July, I am back to work on <a href=\"https:\/\/simularity.cc\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Simularity<\/a> and all the stuff that goes with it (mods, custom content, etc.). Luckily, my fans did not abandon me during my absence. I'm still getting new followers on social platforms along with new patrons and donators on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/simularity\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Patreon<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/ko-fi.com\/simularity\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Ko-Fi<\/a>. This is very good because I have to pay some server bills in August. I should have enough from donations to cover it. I just updated the site today with new stuff and updated mods. I'm rather proud of the custom preference mod I made for coffee drinkers! I still have more mod ideas to work on but right now I'm going to work on some custom content like recolors of various objects\/clothing or maybe some stuff for the game's new horses.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Although I've been thinking a lot about it, I haven't actually gotten back to work on any of my art projects. I need to at least update the <a href=\"https:\/\/dream9.art\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Dream 9 Art<\/a> website, but I haven't gotten around to it yet. Maybe I will do that tonight because I'm not the least bit sleepy (which isn't surprising given that I slept for 36 hours straight yesterday). Abbey took a puppy nap and now she's back to playing so going to bed now would not be a good idea (she's got the zoomies!).\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>As for the rest of the family... Mom is doing about the same. Dad's memory is somehow getting even worse by the day. He can't remember what was just told to him 30 seconds ago now. He's also getting grouchier and has occasional angry outbursts. I knew they said this would be part of it, but it's so out of character for him that it's still surprising to me. Our garbage disposal broke and hasn't been replaced yet. Until it is replaced, we can't run the dishwasher. I have several doctor appointments out of town this next week so hopefully on one of those days, after Mom decides which one she wants, I can go pick it up. I had better make sure my car will start before next week. I haven't been out in a while which means the car has been sitting for a while. That usually means dead car or flat tire(s). Either way, I need to make sure it's drivable. Basement is still a mess with no solution in sight.<\/p>\n<p>Okay, now I've somewhat depressed myself. I think I'll go play some Mass Effect 3 for a while to cheer myself up.\u00a0<\/p>","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3332","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3332"}],"version-history":[{"count":25,"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3332\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3357,"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3332\/revisions\/3357"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3332"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3332"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dream9.art\/aiw\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3332"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}